I think part of the problem with being a teenager is that you're growing up and changing too fast...
Like it seems like I know, I understand so many more things than I did just a year, six months ago. When I look back at my previous journals, it always happens where I totally hate the me from 2 years ago, and still kinda dislike the me from even a few fucking months ago.
I mean, just fucking months ago, I dislike myself.
Relationships last just months or weeks. Not that I've had too many of those to deal with.
But even as much as I understand now that's new and incredible, I know that I still don't understand enough.
And I'll get there.
I mean, just, what, 2, 3 years ago, I was like some really conservative Boy Scout? I don't think I was really religious, I've never really been religious of any kind...
But I mean, I used to be all drugs are bad, sex is bad shit.
Not that I really had that well formed of ideas then, but that's the point.
They're better formed now, and totally, completely opposite.
How will they change?
Fuck me. Please. But no, really.
Um, talked to CAG today, he seemed happy, that was good.
But fuck, I really need to get on this...
shit look at these comments.
"I love hitler, I wish I was eva. Hitler was a good man of God
my hero !
replace the word,jew with muslim! and ull be suprised how the world would love him!
as i do!!!!!!
god rest your sole"
Gotta love Neo-Nazis.
Um, not a whole lot else to say.
Oh yeah, I used to be really offended by profanity, but it really just makes life harder. I mean, if you really hate profanity, wouldn't you not be able to listen to this fucking awesome song?
Oh God, I'm tired tonight. I'm not gonna say anything coherent.
So the only thing for it is to say, g'night guys, I'll be more coherent tomorrow!