Well something happened.
It was the sadest thing but me and Jake were lying next eachother, and then we realized we couldnt be together, we were too different, some of the things he does were just so wrong, and I couldnt understand it and it was just so hard. So as we lay in his bed in eachothers arms, i whispered to him "Jake, you know I love you." and then he said i love you back and it was just so beautifull, even though we were crying in eachothers arms.
Then as he drove me home, and we both realized that we werent going to see eachother agian it was the sadest thing.
Then, the unexpected happened, he told me i was the best thing that has ever happened to him, and that he would stop doing the bad things, and that's what happened.
Now I can have a boyfriend :) A boyfriend I love and that loves me back :)
My faith in humanity has now been restored. Happiness does exist. Even in the most unlikely circumstances.