so this is a general update

hellonwheels's picture

1) the GSA guy still hasn't responded to my e-mails.

I am beginning to think some other people took it over, but then, why, would they put his e-mail on it?

2) guy that was flirting with me on facebook wants to hang out. Kind of nervous. He is sort of cute, but totally polar opposites as far as our political beliefs, values, etc.

3) he wants to meet @ Davids'(hyacinthus or geniusfrenchie) for those who remember his account on here, house party on st patty's day. I told him about it, so I guess I may be digging myself in here, but it seemed like a good idea at the time.

I mean, david is gay, most, or at least many, of his friends are, and the guy wanted to meet more LGBT kids in the area, so maybe its a good thing?

I guess I am just nervous because it could end out outing me to more people who know me in my small town community. idk

also 4) finals and term paper are going to be the end of me. I am tired of being a terrible student, but hard work is just not in my blood. lol.

anyway, we'll see what happens with finals and school, and how things turn out!

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jeff's picture

Heh...

This is the same backwards logic that people use when hesitating to go to a gay bar. If you see someone you know in a gay bar, they're probably gay as well, if not just gay-friendly, so why would they go around outing you after that?

The only time that would (and should) occur is if you go there and see some bully who picks on (or used to) gay kids, or does something anti-gay within the community.

Also, you're old enough to be out, so even if that takes being outed, it's all good. ;-)

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"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)

hellonwheels's picture

Just because I am old enough to be out...

Doesn't mean that I want to be. There are a lot of people in my neck of the woods, many of whom I am friends with, that are not necessarily gay friendly. and I know, before i complain about how miserable my existence is, make sure I am not surrounded by assholes, or whatever that meme picture said, but still.

there are people in my family that would not be ok with it, jeff. and in reality, neither am I.

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

jeff's picture

Well...

I think the last three words there are the real issue. Solve those, and you won't care about everything before them.

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"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)

hellonwheels's picture

true. lol.

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman