Maybe I'll put it last, so people who aren't interested won't have to read it and people who are interested are motivated to read the entire thing. How clever; it isn't often that I please everybody.
I'll put the most insignificant topic I'd like to write about first, to crescendo into the Brad at the end. It's just a picture I came upon (in more than one way *heehee*) on the internet. It's one I find particularly... exciting? Just see for yourself:
I didn't embed it out of courtesy to the lesbians, asexuals, and demisexuals–*cough*elph*cough*–here. (Actually I don't think any of these topics are really interesting to anybody but gays.) Anyway, I just thought it should be shared. Best ass ever? Quite possible (but I shall judge if I ever have the pleasure of seeing more of Brad; it does seem like his is 'worth seeing', even through the very loose sweatpants that he exclusively wears). I doubt even a straight guy would be unaffected by that. Hottest photograph I've ever seen (because I've never seen a clear one of Brad, save for his fifth grade year book picture).
A question has been in my mind, as well: what's the point in people preferring excessively large penises on guys? Like the whole "bigger=better" thing. The entire point is to massage the prostate, and that only requires about 3-6 inches for actual pleasure. After it gets past that it does nothing. There's no more physical pleasure. Unless it's with oral. But with that, same thing: who can fit 9 inches in their mouth? And if anal stimulation is your thing, that only requires about 1 inch or it won't even work. Seriously, I don't understand it.
And another thing. Fucking magnets, how do they work?
Also, apropos to my last entry, my sex drive is unusually high right now. For some reason I have a pretty strong desire for sex, and a high libido. I wonder why. I suspect it's out of the boredom and social isolation I experienced over the break, so it should be gone soon.
But I really should move on... to Brad! Today went pretty well. At first I once again doubted the feelings I suspect Brad of having. But every time that happens he changes that. What first changed my attitude to the subject was when we were socializing and I turned my head. When it returned, he was looking at me and then started glancing at other people. Sure it could mean nothing, but I have other hints, too. Like, when we were texting a few days ago, he came up with an alternate name for Latin, Roman Enigma Code (long story, it was actually kind of funny in the context and we had a short discussion about it), and he brought up that inside joke several times today. I think I read somewhere that when a guy keeps mentioning inside jokes that he shares with only one person, it could be a good sign for said person. Finally, we were reading in English and, since he sits behind me, I rested my arm on his desk and sat sideways (a position I do very frequently to anybody sitting behind me, though I did put my arm a bit further than I do to most people) and he accidentally (or not) made contact with my leg and arm quite a few times. It should also be noted that he's never turned down a high five from me. These things are all minor, but they just might mean something.
I might text him again tomorrow. Maybe ask if he's doing anything this weekend? :)