Well...it's been a while since i've posted on here so i suppose i ought to go over what's been happening as of late.
James and I ran into a rough patch, he confronted me and told me that he was frustrated. He felt we were at a place where he could only be satisfied by moving onto a deeper level of a relationship and we couldn’t do that with our busy lifestyles. We simply wouldn’t have enough time in between our class and jobs to keep this up.
We ended it with a kiss and a sorrowful hug goodbye. Such a shame, but it probably is for the best. I’m not down-trotten to the point of despair, but I am hurt. I feel almost empty…but it’s the kind of emptiness I think I should wait before trying to fill again.
Other than the whole James thing, work is good. Easter is always a hard weekend to find work since my style isn’t exactly very Christian. St. Patty’s day was great though. Lots of good drunkards lookin for a cheap laugh. Always a good crowed on the day of green.
I’ve been losing weight and working out regularly for eight weeks now, and I can see a big difference. My arms are getting solid and my legs seem to take me farther than hey used to without needing a break. Maybe this will help me find love in a new guy when I start looking again.
Anyway, y’all have a nice day. I’ll post again real soon.
Oh and, hey Anarchist. I think I read somewhere you missed me. Much appreciated if my recollection is correct.