First of all, a giant, glowing, neon purple FUUUUCK YOUUUUU to organic chemistry, my organic chemistry teacher, this entire school year in general, organic chemistry, whoever it was all those years ago who decided we needed to have a 12th grade instead of just 11 because I am so over high school, and organic chemistry.
I'm done. I finished the 11th grade today. I finished one of the worst years I've had. By this time next year, I'll be totally done with high school. But first, I need to talk about the organic chem final. It can be summed up in one picture, actually:
It was one of the worst experiences at school I've ever had, that's for sure. I studied this whole week and for a total of five hours yesterday with some friends. I still couldn't answer several questions, but there were some that I could, and that's much better than usual. Usually, I can only answer one or two questions on his tests. Like, no exaggeration. I answer one or two questions and then try desperately for partial credit while bullshitting all the other questions.
I failed organic chem this quarter, by the way... Oh, and this isn't just me being an idiot. I wasn't even the worst. I can still pass the semester if I make at least in the high 70s on the final. I'll pass for the year, though, with probably around a C-. It's bad enough for me to lose my 3.88 GPA, but it's the worst for my best friend who's gonna lose valedictorian and a 4.0. Wouldn't that just be total shit if someone who never had to suffer through this insane excuse of a class got to take her spot?
BUT I AM DONE! DONE WITH SHITTY 11th GRADE AND ORGANIC CHEMISTRY AND JUST YAYYYY!
I can't believe this year is over. It really doesn't seem like it took that long despite it being terrible. I changed a lot this year, but I think most of it was for the worse.