So I have this heavy heavy sinking feeling. Not sadness but more grave and sombre. So the reason why he is back in the country is because his dad just passed away. His dad would've been in his fifties, and he was healthy last year and the last time I heard of his dad they just had a new baby. So I had no idea what happened. I felt blank for a moment when I heard it, I can only imagine what he is going through.
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And I didn't protest today. It would've been against my conscience. I'm treading a fine line. The (fictional-metaphorical-abstract-unspoken) spotlight was probably on me the whole time. But it would've been unethical for me to speak, I almost did, because some of my friends nudged me to. I feel so torn about my views and the views of the union.
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Just finished two assessments today. Kind of have a breather. Except not really. Again there is this heavy feeling looming over me. A heavy sinking feeling.