being a reluctant introvert by not your own choice, is really hard. It sucks.
People are putting up walls against me and not saying a word back either. Feeling lonely is increasing, even when i keep asking people to go places, they decline.
The decline pattern is staring to become more repetitive.
I would love to express fully my loneliness and sad state but i cant even be bothered to make a full journal entry.
Even my body cant even communicate with my head, as i am desperate to cry, though my eyes just wont. The reason is because i believe after i cry fully, this feeling may pass better. Or so i hope.
All I do on Oasis is moan. But I don't get any motivation to write an entry about anything nice going on. I'm sorry guys.