I HAVE A STRONG NEED TO WRITE A JOURNAL

Dracofangxxx's picture

BUT ABOUT WHAT, I DO NOT KNOW

today I went shopping, bought some new shorts for band camp and POKEMON SHIRTS!
they're kinda lame b/c they're just pikachu, but egh. Any pokemon shirt is good for me c:

I have been handling the breakup well, mostly! c: In fact, I have a NEW BOYTHING
we've got a bromance. He's my brofriend.

really we're both too fukken awkward to make the relationship any sort of feelsy on a regular basis so we like call each other dude and be dicks to people and play video games

that is our relationship so far

I like it

he's also a megabrony like me so that's good too c:

SO YAY GETTING OVER THE REALLY FUCKED UP EMOTIONALLY EX ONE STEP AT A TIME

the boything is really adorable though 'cause he likes to pretend he's some dick but he's actually a huge softie and shit
ahgawd c:

I'm really scared about band camp though. I don't know how the whole dynamic between me and the ex will be, or if there will be one at all. I'm really pissed off whenever I see him, mostly b/c I miss him.

Everything is complicated with him. I loved that for so long, but right now, I crave simple.

AND FOR THE SAKE OF BEING CLICHE HAVE SOME LAME FRENCH
I miss taking french dude
madame was so chouette

Quand est-ce que le dernier fois quand tu m'aimais?

Comments

elph's picture

Great! A new boyfriend! :)

Do I read correctly that he will not be joining you at camp... but your ex will?

Whatever... Have a great camp! Imminent?

Dracofangxxx's picture

He's a boy"thing" guys

we don't really know if it's gonna work out or anything yet so
notreally a boyfriend yet

and yeah, the ex will be there. Camp is awesome. It'll be fun no matter what.
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Meow's picture

How 'bout writing a journal,

How 'bout writing a journal, about your life? Or the boything? :)

Dracofangxxx's picture

Life= boring mostly

It'll pick up a lot more once show band starts.

and the boything, there isn't much more to say than I already said.
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hellonwheels's picture

nice...

way to get over him, again. lol. It's funny how relationships @ your age seem like the end of the world, but in reality, they come and go quite often. For most people, anyway. I think I dated two girls in high school? and zero guys? haha.

anyway.

Glad to hear things are at least starting off well w/ your new brony?

hope ya have a good time at band camp. sometimes that can be brutal though.

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

Dracofangxxx's picture

Honestly, it's still pretty tough.

I appreciate your 'words of wisdom' but it's not like I'm over it. I'm coping. Every day it's hard. Everynight I still dream of him. I dated him for a good 3.5 years. Young or not, I loved him, and young or not, that was a long time.

Band camp IS brutal, but s'part of why I love it. Nothing like the most intense workout in the hottest weather all day followed by two full weeks of 9am-9pm practices in the same damn weather. Whooo.
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radiosilence95's picture

Why does Pikachu have to be

Why does Pikachu have to be on every bit of Pokemon merchandise? It's kind of like how Rainbow Dash has to be on everything related to MLP.

Oh, why not just come out and say that you're dating him, hm? Clearly you are, all you gotta do is apply the title to it. And it's totes not fair that you get an adorable boything and I don't get an adorable girlthing! :P

Dracofangxxx's picture

I have no idea.

Neither pikachu nor rainbow dash are the best, anyways. Just a convenient icon I guess??

See comment above for the answer to that :P
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hellonwheels's picture

yeah...sorry shelby...

I wasn't trying to make a point...in that way. 3.5 years is long for any relationship by today's standards, and love can truly happen @ any age. I apologize.

and yeah, band camp is insane. one of my friends used to do drmcorps, and he was always beat to hell.

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

jeff's picture

Hmm....

Isn't that a bad sign, when you have a new thing, but the old one is still an emotional issue?!

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"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)

Dracofangxxx's picture

Hence,

why he's a boy-thing, not boyfriend of greatness or whatever, and we're takin' it as such. It's nothing permanent or anything too risky emotionally at this point 'cause I'm still fragile. Ya dig?
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jeff's picture

Hmm...

OK, as long as you can you ride him hard like a pommel horse.... sounds fine.

Is that an anti-pony remark.. to mention a horse?! ;-)

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"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)

Dracofangxxx's picture

oh MYGOD JEFF AHAHA

I love you :P <3

NOT ANTI PONY AT ALL :]
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elph's picture

How about me...

...if I were to elevate my comments to the same level of innuendo?

You know... I could try harder (but I'm fearful... as I'm not covered in boilerplate). :)

Dracofangxxx's picture

Ahahaha,I'd laugh!

But you're always too cryptic, and innuendos are supposed to be blunt... ;)
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elph's picture

But...

...they're meant only for those who possess the requisite translation key...

You'd really like me to become someone else? I think a little mystery has its place...

Dracofangxxx's picture

man sometimes I have the "translation key"

And I still don't get what you're saying |D

JUST A LITTLE TOO STRONG ON THE MYSTERY THERE :P
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