So basically what haven't happened?
What my fucking old school did was illegal and I got support from the gov, plus they had done many other things that are illegal. I'm oficciallly out of that school, Mom caught me cutting, again with the psychologist, weird dream with Nico where he sends me a text saying "I miss you! <3" so I woke up thinking it was real and got disappointed because it was a dream, went to a party and it was a HUGE mistake thanks to my socially awkwardness, anxiety and a bunch of tons that brought me down. These days I've been unstable (emotionally) and I just hate it because I'm really good and then I think, see, hear something and BOOM I'm with a huge pain in the chest, red eyes thanks to the tears that want to go out and then I start to feel worthless and more stuff like that and the last thing that comes is suicide thoughts and a surge for self-harm (if it wasn't for the promise I made for my mom, I would have all my left leg full with cuts) and the worst thing are the scars because I can't put anything that leaves my leg visible because of the scars.
The coming out with Nico was easy. I sent him a huge text saying Almost everything and 2 days later he replies: "Don't worry be happy with your life" and that was all. I was expecting something different, but idk right now what to put here.
I'm extremely tired, I haven't slept well so good night people.