My boyfriend doesnt think I love him and to be quite fair, I don't know how to respond when he says comments like those.
What is it?
Do I like being with him? Yes
Do I like kissing him? Yes
Do I care about him yes?
Do I get butterflies in my stomach when I see him? No
I dont know what love is guys. I know I feel differently towards to him, unlike my ex. My ex was my first boyfriend and with him, I felt like the luckiest girl in the world, I felt like I had just won the tattslotto ticket and he was my prize, but with my boyfriend I don't really feel like that. In fact I feel unlucky. I regret meeting him and I hate thinking about our future because I couldnt never stoop myself as low as to marry a man who dreams of fucking other women, that deals drugs and gave his virgnity to a hooker because he was "horny and wanted to fuck and they were cheap overseas." I mean come on, where's your morality and personal values for Christ's sake.
ARGH. See how i'm talking about him now, like he's nothing to me, does that mean I dont love him? I think I do..
If I didnt love him afterallwhy does it hurt so much when I think of us breaking apart?
We had a discussion the other day regarding this thing they call "love" and why we were together.
I said my honest opinion, " I'm with you because it'll hurt too much when we're not together." He replied "... That's a horrible reason to be with someone... Im with you because I love you. "
And it's true I know he loves me, because if he didnt he wouldnt have put up with so much crap from me.
Anyways, i'll close this off..
But what is love? Am I in love? What is it?
Thanks guys xoxox