What is love?

DarkestValley's picture

My boyfriend doesnt think I love him and to be quite fair, I don't know how to respond when he says comments like those.
What is it?
Do I like being with him? Yes
Do I like kissing him? Yes
Do I care about him yes?
Do I get butterflies in my stomach when I see him? No

I dont know what love is guys. I know I feel differently towards to him, unlike my ex. My ex was my first boyfriend and with him, I felt like the luckiest girl in the world, I felt like I had just won the tattslotto ticket and he was my prize, but with my boyfriend I don't really feel like that. In fact I feel unlucky. I regret meeting him and I hate thinking about our future because I couldnt never stoop myself as low as to marry a man who dreams of fucking other women, that deals drugs and gave his virgnity to a hooker because he was "horny and wanted to fuck and they were cheap overseas." I mean come on, where's your morality and personal values for Christ's sake.
ARGH. See how i'm talking about him now, like he's nothing to me, does that mean I dont love him? I think I do..
If I didnt love him afterallwhy does it hurt so much when I think of us breaking apart?

We had a discussion the other day regarding this thing they call "love" and why we were together.
I said my honest opinion, " I'm with you because it'll hurt too much when we're not together." He replied "... That's a horrible reason to be with someone... Im with you because I love you. "

And it's true I know he loves me, because if he didnt he wouldnt have put up with so much crap from me.

Anyways, i'll close this off..
But what is love? Am I in love? What is it?

Thanks guys xoxox

Comments

anarchist's picture

Baby, don't hurt me

no more.

Tycoondashkid's picture

dam you

i was gonna do that but you got it wrong HA

its actually
"baby, don't hurt, don't hurt me no more" HA

DarkestValley's picture

Ha....., don't get it

Ha....., don't get it brothers

DarkestValley's picture

Lol never mind the song

Lol never mind the song

jeff's picture

Well...

I'm not seeing why he's your current bf and not your recent ex...

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