why, why, fucking why

Tycoondashkid's picture

yesterday one of my last friends was rushed to hospital, he was attacking in his home and left for dead, they say he most likely won't make it.

they don't know who attacked him yet, why do bad things only happen to good people?.

if he dies that makes 21 people who cared who died.

i can't take this, i know everybody dies but i just can't accept it, not at all, and i feel horrible and like its my fault, the only thing every one of these people had in common is me, and its starting to tear me apart.

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Perhaps We Should Leave's picture

Hm.

Well, it wasn't your fault, and I must admit that I have little sympathy for ideas THAT illogical.

Bad things do not only happen to good people. Who told you that? Bad things happen. Arguably that's not even true- things happen. Objectively, it doesn't matter who you are, or what happens. It just happens. 'Bad' people have 'bad' things happen to them, too. It's just that people think they're being cute and call that 'karma'.

I'm sorry this happened. But don't be illogical about it. One of the things that separates a person from an animal is to be able to overcome base emotions and move forward. You can feel emotions- don't get me wrong. But don't let them overtake you.

Now you know. And knowing is half the battle. Geee Iiiii Jooooooooooooe

* * *
You'll see him in your head, on the TV screen
And hey buddy, I'm warning you to turn it off
He's a ghost, he's a god, he's a man, he's a guru
You're one microscopic cog in his catastrophic plan
Designed and directed by his red right hand

Tycoondashkid's picture

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its quite hard to be logical when everyone who cares about you are dying off one by one

Perhaps We Should Leave's picture

Hm.

I'd disagree. It's perfectly alright to feel, it's a problem to be dominated by what you feel. Just remember to think. It's what separates you from an animal.

* * *
You'll see him in your head, on the TV screen
And hey buddy, I'm warning you to turn it off
He's a ghost, he's a god, he's a man, he's a guru
You're one microscopic cog in his catastrophic plan
Designed and directed by his red right hand

Bosemaster42's picture

Dude! It's not your fault.

He was attacked in his home? That really sucks. Unfortunately, shit does happen for no good reason. All you can do is hope he can pull through.
Show your support to his family and if he recovers, try to go visit him,if possible.

Tycoondashkid's picture

yeah, it sucks

im going to go see him tomorrow.

i hope he does make it, i wish i could do more to help

hellonwheels's picture

Dude, I am sorry to hear that yet another one of your

friends have passed, but you cannot blame yourself. Everyone around me seems to have a habit of dying young as well, but it ain't your fault dude.

you can't blame yourself, or question is it me...that does nothing for you man. Just remember them for the good times, who they were, etc. It's all you can do.

hell

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman