I am fucking tired as fuck.

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Please don't read this unless you're genuinely interested in my life.

School started and that's fuck.

I also found out about speedcore, and that is just fucking awesome. It's like hardcore EDM, but at around 1,000 BPM:

Fucking fuck yes. Fuck.

I also got glasses, because it turns out I have some condition that makes my eyes hurt after focusing for a while. So my eyes don't hurt anymore from reading or anything. Yay.

And it seems like Brad's trying to be nice again. I have no classes with him this year, which is good. But I had an assembly today, and he sat down right next to me. I didn't notice until after it was over, and I was what-the-fucking all over the place because I thought it was someone else. Out of the whole assembly room, he chose to sit next to me, very far away from where his homeroom was supposed to sit. So yeah, I'm he's changed from the end of last year. I have absolutely no more romantic interest in him, which works out perfectly, because I barely see him now. Hooray!

I have absolutely no more desire for any form of non-Platonic relationship. I don't need anyone, and that's how I like it. Independence. Yeah.

And I stopped producing dubstep. I found out I'm much better at house. House is nice. I just started listening to it after almost a year of nothing but dubstep, breakbeat, dnb, and hardstyle.

Oh, and school it driving me crazy because I just found out a week ago that I had a U.S. History summer assignment that I hadn't started yet. And it's due next Monday. No more time for music until then.

I started a project a while ago called The Pony Collection. It's going to be a series of EP's inspired by My Little Pony and it's very talented fan base. I definitely think this is the best work I've done so far:

I might remake the second song, because there are some things I think I should modify before it actually sounds professional, but I want to work on some other stuff first, like a remix of "Some Nights" by fun. I can't stand that band, but that song is really popular right now, and I think I could make a house remix of it work.

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Sam2000's picture

Glasses aren't so bad, I

Glasses aren't so bad, I have to wear them all the time. If you're lucky enough to have the antiglare stuff on the lenses it's really clear and you see so much better. I hope you don't have to get a eye exam every three months and new lenses because the prescription changed again like I have to :(

Sam

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I do have antiglare, which is nice.

The only bad things about glasses for me are the physical inconveniences. I can't really rest my head on my hand any more because they get in the way. I hate that. And even worse is that I can't wear them half the time I'm on the computer because I wear these huge Pioneer headphones from like the '70s.
Fortunately, I don't have a weird prescription, just astigmatism; so I don't have to keep getting eye exams or anything like that.

lonewolf678's picture

Yo yo yo,

nice to see in the 20/20 isn't it Anar? :-) Anyway, House music ftw! Glad that the Brad situation isn't as intense as it used to be.

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Well I had 20/20 before,

but now my eyes don't hurt when I read or look at a screen anymore. Pus everything's magnified, which is nice.

And yeah, I've really been getting into pretty much every type of house. Prog house, electro, moombahton, etc. And I just discovered glitch hop. What are your favorite genres?

I eventually stopped thinking about Brad completely over the summer, when I had plenty of time away from him.

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Oh, and by the way:

the guy who made that speedcore song got even awesomer when I found out that he's a brony. I saw a picture of him at one of his shows (he mostly does more normal music, like hardcore and hardstyle), and he had a Pinkie Pie action figure by his turntables. Fuck yeah.