I bet you guys have probably wondered like I have, if my life was a movie, what song would it start with, and which would it end with?
Frankly, I think it depends on what kind of movie it'd be.
If it was some clever little artsy thing, it'd probably start with this
But if it was a more conventional movie, it'd have to be this
And then the ending, if it was like really sad it'd be
but if it was happy it'd be like
As for my recent 3 week stint at camp, it probably would've started the first beginning and end, or maybe the second beginning.
Anyway, yeah, I was at camp for 3 weeks. I actually got back on Sunday, and it's now Thursday. I haven't posted anything til now because I've actually been doing things.
My computer has an 11:00 shut-off, and I usually only post things in the evening. So I'm doing things all day, and then I want to post a journal and there's sadly no time for me.
Anyway, camp, it was awesome. I won't be able to explain how awesome it was, so I won't try. Camp is just too awesome and too complex to explain to anyone who hasn't been there.
But something you guys might be interested in, Daniel was there at camp again. Didn't expect that. Anyway, long story short, I fucked him.
More accurately, got fucked by him.
Anyway, I learned something that I maybe should have already known but that still kinda surprised me: casual sex ain't really for me.
I mean, it might be just cause I fucking hate Daniel, but the experience wasn't quite as awesome as I thought it'd be. Maybe it was just the surrealism of the moment that kinda turned me off, or whatever.
It's a good thing I did that at camp so I didn't have that awkwardness for weeks or months more.
Anyway, I'll have to try to process it a little more. I'm not sure if I just don't like casual sex as a thing, or if it's just people I legitimately don't like, so I'll have to find that out sometime in the future.
Unless I happen to get into a committed relationship sometime before then.
Other than that, not much.
I've been spending a lot of time on Mormon sites, it's fucking hot.
Is it just Mormons, or do all churches have a huge preoccupation with Satan, in that everything not church sanctioned, in the case of Mormonism; porn, extra-marital or gay sex, profanity, coffee and tea, alcohol and tobacco, any non-prescription drug, immodest clothing or music, or basically anything not on "the straight and narrow (really fucking narrow) path", is not just bad but literally evil and immoral, and doing any of them makes you a "minion of Satan"?
I swear, it would be so hot to just take some innocent cute Mormon guy (I know several) and then just totally corruption-fuck his brains out, we can totally watch some porn, swear a little, drink so much fucking coffee, couple shots of tequila, listen to the most fucked-up music, and I'm not really into drugs, but maybe find some of those too, and then just have the gayest, most extra-marital sex you can fucking imagine, and then afterwards he gives me a pair of his magic Mormon underwear...
That's like my fantasy.
Probably not going to happen, though.
But a boy can imagine, can't he?
Well, I'll probably post more bout what I'm doing later, but until then night guys.