i'm not sick anymore
That's great news!
upon which this diagnosis is reached?
i don't want to kill myself anymore
Just think how unbearably sad he would have been had you done so.
I think a lot of us would be sad if he did this... I'd easily add my name to that list.
"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)
Who knows... do you suspect that you might qualify?
You lost me there...
Frankly, I know not who the antecedent of "he" may have been, is, or will be!
I just hope he does not remain illusory...