it's highly irritating. I swear every post I make is all:
"UGH MY LIFE I'M SO LONELY AND NOBODY LOVES ME."
Despite the incredibly melodramatic and moody journal I made last week or so, I'm actually doing the best I've been since Freshman Year. I'm actually sober this time, and I haven't even come near to relapsing. I got good grades, good relationships and a great ass so, things are actually okay :)
Honey all I need now is a man; preferably tall, ebony, and good in the sack (which is a given for all them sexy black men ;D) See this is what bugs me: I am quite honestly an attractive individual, I got the looks, the humor, the charm, ect., but because I weigh more than twenty fucking pounds, I can't get a boyfriend. I don't understand how just because you can't count every rib on my frame that all the sudden I'm like Shrek or some shit. And I'm sure anyone reading this is all "Well bitch its cause you ugly," but that is not the case. And anyone who think so can tell that to my blonde hair, blue eyes, full lips, straight nose, and high cheekbones. Okay? Okay. *Snap*
Oh conceit, how you warm up my otherwise heart of ice and coal.
So yeah, my point was to really just say that I'm doing well, but I got pretty off topic. Oh well!