Sometimes I do sort of still want a boyfriend. A small percentage of the time, when I have nothing else to occupy my mind, but still. But there are no openly gay people my age in the area. The closest to my age I know of is some disgustingly feminine guy who, according to what my sister's told me of him (even though she was his friend), he sounds extremely ignorant and annoying.
And there's no way I'm actually going to other people and actually talking about this. Fuck no. I don't like talking about personal things. Literally the only thing I ever talk to other people about is extremely offensive humor.
But for the most part, I'm fine. I've already mostly accepted being single forever. I don't think I'd really enjoy a boyfriend too much, anyway. I feel like I'd get tired of a relationship really fast, so it isn't worth the trouble of finding this mythical perfect gay guy my age, in my area. And even if I did, I have no time.
So I'm pretty good here. I'm still happy; this isn't something that's really bothering me or anything. Just something I felt worthy of writing here.