I've been left to suffer.
Care to elaborate further?
feeling that I'll never be happy, ect. Typical depression and angst, nothing to be terribly concerned over :)
You love it.
But yeah, details.
"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)
I do love it. As sick as it is, I don't think I could live without it.