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angel syndrome's picture

° . * Closer - The Tiny : ˜ http://youtu.be/4GbDa2UnAO4 ° . *

There was once someone in me who said things like "Please don't shout" or "Please stay" or "Please don't forget to be kind to me" and now I find myself thinking that the word "Please" is the saddest one when you care for someone, "please" is a call for pity. In being heart-full one must always remember that there will be no miracles here, that everything always turns into nothing far too quickly. Why pretend anything is yours to keep?

I want a chance so dearly yet how am I to compete with spoons and syringes and things I don't quite comprehend? What use are fingers wrapped around his against a blanket of emptiness? I need to be less affected by certain things as to not be a carcass of a boy.

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elph's picture

"Please" is sad...

only if you truly do not wish to do what you're being asked. I'd suspect that this might not be the case.

Enjoy... enjoy... but safely!

angel syndrome's picture

Thank you for writing me! I

Thank you for writing me!

I do want to do what is asked of me, and I know that on his end he is trying very hard for me and I appreciate it but sometimes it is difficult for me.

I will always keep a head on my shoulders no matter what.

jeff's picture

It is...

... a subtle beautiful shift to go from seeing the shortness of life as pointless to beautiful, sacred and profound. But I don't know how to tell anyone else to switch over, I'm afraid.

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"I am living this life as lovingly as I can be as flawed as I am." - Brandon Lacy Campos

angel syndrome's picture

Thank you as always for your

Thank you as always for your too-good words, Jeff. ♡

Bosemaster42's picture

That was,

such a beautiful song. My heart goes out to you.

angel syndrome's picture

I am glad you enjoyed it!

I am glad you enjoyed it! And mine to you, also!

Lehcure's picture

You ask how you can

You ask how you can compete.. You shouldn't have to compete with such low things like that. If you've risen above, I believe you deserve someone who also has the will power to do so.