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There was once someone in me who said things like "Please don't shout" or "Please stay" or "Please don't forget to be kind to me" and now I find myself thinking that the word "Please" is the saddest one when you care for someone, "please" is a call for pity. In being heart-full one must always remember that there will be no miracles here, that everything always turns into nothing far too quickly. Why pretend anything is yours to keep?
I want a chance so dearly yet how am I to compete with spoons and syringes and things I don't quite comprehend? What use are fingers wrapped around his against a blanket of emptiness? I need to be less affected by certain things as to not be a carcass of a boy.