two of my favorite trails in the entire state are featured, as is the riding of an old racing buddy of mine...god damn I want to ride sooo bad right now, my wrist is still broken, will have the cast off soon though.
I really need to get over myself and come out. fuck, it is bullshit that I am so uncomfortable w/ myself and not able to come to terms.
shit has been going so far south lately. Injuries, missed work, my dad dying...and now I am sick as hell and missing a family member's birthday.
I honestly need to get out and date soon. But it hasn't happened yet. I feel like I just need to ride to get away from things, but I can't. Also gaining a TON of weight since my injury since I can't workout...back up to 215, and that's not good....fml.
At least listening to soundgarden's new shit and alice in chains/mad season have been keeping me somewhat sane.
I don't even remember what I was trying to say at this point-my ability to organize my thoughts on paper sucks, and so does my short term memory as of late. I spend entirely too much time doing nothing, and being in front of a TV or a Computer.
So I'll leave you with this...something a friend of mine posted on her facebook today, sorta fits the wanting to ride theme of this post.