“Its better to burn out than fade away.”
― Kurt Cobain
I love this man. More than I love any other singer, I adore Kurt. Why? He thinks like me.
He believed that you shouldn't be something you aren't and if you pretend you're wasting the person you are.
He thought that the world was a terrifyingly destroyed world.
He hated homophobes. He said that he wised he was gay so he could piss off homophobes and even called himself gay in spirit.
He thought the exact same way I do. I like to think he lived on in me somehow. He would've believed it.
But... I don't believe that he killed himself.
I've read and re-read his note, I've done research.
The end of his note is a different handwriting than his and samples of Courtney practicing his handwriting were found. The shotgun was across his body and the shot was in his head. There's little possibility that could've happened.
He was also checked out of Rehab before and Courtney had reported him suicidal. She did this to cover herself up.
Tom Grant, who was working for Courtney thought, after examining the note, that it was actually a note announcing his intent to leave Courtney.
I've seen the note, the whole thing says nothing about suicide, except for the part at the end that is different.
At the crime scene there were none of Kurt's fingerprints on the gun, or the not, or the pen.
Still, there isn't enough proof to put Love in jail.
What matters is, whether he killed himself, or if he was murdered, he was a great musician with a beautiful, intelligent mind and he's forever in my heart.
“If you die you’re completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I’m not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I’ve got.”
― Kurt Cobain