Today after school my Dad's went out to dinner and a movie for what we call WEdnesday Fun Night, it's the one day of the week they can just be together without dealing with me.
I texted Sarah and when I told I had the place to myself she asked if she could come over? Not a big deal really, but after what happened at the dance...well I wasn't sure what would happen?
She came over, and asked if we could use the hottub, something we've done a bunch of times...but this time she pulled out her bikini from her backpack and asked me if we wanted to change together.
I don't know why, but I was terrified.
We went into my bedroom and I turned around, and her clothes started being tossed onto my bed...your turn Sam she told me...and I slowly undressed until I was as bare as she was.
You look good Sam, she said as she put her hands on my shoulders and hugged me really hard from behind. I could feel her hair brushing against my butt, and her hands moved down my chest...then she stopped at my waist.
Sam...I want to do this....I want to be with you...I promise it will be okay honey...
She asked me to turn around and I closed my eyes tightly before do it, I don't know why? I opened my eyes and saw more of her than I ever expected.
What we did felt good, but it wasn't anything that could get her pregnant.
I feel funny now, but I felt weird when she told me that Emily was with Matthew at the same time, doing the same thing...they wanted it to be a shared experience.
I texted Matthew later that night, and he told a long time to reply. When he did it was exactly what I expected:
It was good but I'm gay Sam.
I texted back, girls are good you're better.
I'm not sure what will happen now, but I'm even more confused than I was before.