God I'm bored. And frustrated. I seem to have shifted back to being bi & the boy I thought I liked got asked out by a somewhat-friend of mine. Damn! Oh well, it's not like TOLO is really my thing. I'd prefer to have someone else go out on a limb and risk rejection by me than the other way around. But he was really cute and now I'm sad.
Also, the key club's DataMatch results came in & mine are pretty dismal. Out of the 30 results, the people I knew that I was matched with:
1. A teacher (eew!)
2. A girl I'm completely terrified of
3. A gay boy
4. A girl I have a crush on who's been gone for a week
That last one is nice, but like I said, she's been gone & I don't know if she's coming back...sigh. And her hair was so RED too, that's so hot. ;) Also she's a ballerina. And has great comedic timing. Kind of like Lucille Ball. Oh well.
Valentine's wasn't great. My parents gave me some cool stuff but that wasn't really what I wanted/needed, ya know? Although the PJs are nice.
At lunch today I treated myself to a brownie and just as I was about to eat it a bunch of older kids swarmed my table and took it over, even using the chair my backpack was on. I tried to ignore them and keep reading but the "N" word was flying around and two of them were this sickeningly happy couple, so I had to go hide in the bathroom. I would have maybe tried to make conversation with the guy next to me but the way he said "How's that brownie?" was kind of creepy.
Goodnight, y'all. I'm off to eat my "suprise" icecream cake.