So I need to vent and I'm back.
For a while, my OasisJournals wouldn't work for me. Then it began working but I forgot to sign in. I'd remember to do so and then sit down to do it and forget. Which brings me to one of the main things I need to vent about.
I am having a ton of trouble with my memory. I'm not sure if its partially a social phobia/anxiety -related issue or what. But I forget what I'm saying in the middle of a sentence. And I've been very forgetful. I feel like I'm making less sense when I talk but I don't know if that's just a misperception I have.
I'm really worried about how I'm doing in classes. I haven't been able to write a strong essay in ages now, it seems. I think its because I'm not thinking clearly and so my writing turns into gibberish and I have serious problems with not knowing how to organize my writing. It's always been hard for me, but lately its been worse. And I get similar comments on my papers in various classes: "convoluted!"
I could use some suggestions, or encouragement, or something?
Ps--at some point I'll do more of an update about life