Lezzie

MaddieJoy's picture

You know, girls loving girls makes so much more sense to me. I don't know why. It seems pure somehow. Holy or something. Corny right? But it's true.
I've been working on a poem. I don't usually do that--work on writing. But I'm putting together these phrases into a letter to Girl. Girl is the one I'm waiting for. Now I sound schizo, but oh well.
Is it weird that I kind of like boys but I also feel like a lesbian? There's something nice about the word when I say it out loud. "I'm a lesbian." I'm terribly confused.

It's summertime and the trees are turning. You love the pink against the blue and white. I reach up on tip-toes and break off one of the cotton-candy buds and weave it into my hair. Pink tree, blue sky, white cloud. Pink flower, blue eyes, white-blonde hair. You would smile if you saw it.
I miss you.
Who are you?

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radiosilence95's picture

I know what you mean, about

I know what you mean, about two girls in love making more sense and being more pure. Of course, I'm a bit biased.

And keep in mind that sexuality is a spectrum. There's a whole area between bisexual and gay. Or maybe it makes more sense to say that bisexuality is a spectrum. There's no rush to label yourself one or the other, gay or bisexual. I've known a few girls who just don't bother to apply a definite label to their sexuality, they just kinda live life and see who'll come along.

hellonwheels's picture

Well,...

I kinda like girls, and can appreciate a beautiful woman, but I am definitely gay, so idk....maybe that crazy kinsey dude was onto something.

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

Sam2000's picture

I've accepted being bi but...

it's still something that I have to get used to, especially not caving in to my desires for HER!

I guess it could be worse?

Sam