So i'm really torn about how to come out to my mom. A lot has changed in my life..mostly all for the better. In fact, I'm lucky enough to have a boyfriend (albeit sort of in secret). I've come out to my best friend and she took it amazingly well! So i had a huge sense of relief. However, a big thing thats still eating me up is my mom not knowing. I feel like a big reason of why i want her to know is because then my boyfriend can come and stay over longer than a night, and we wouldn't have to be so conscious of who walks through the door. But i do also just want to be comfortable and be all of who i am in the comfort of my own house. The only thing is I get scared of her reaction and my mind goes blank in terms of what to say and how to say it.
As well, I'm planning on having a pretty big party at my house that my bf will be coming to in May. But i have a sense of apprehension because i'm going to be inviting some of my school friends and old childhood friends. I have nothing to be ashamed of when it comes to being gay or in a relationship. I just have no clue how to say it to them..or how to handle what their reactions may be because it's going to pretty much be by "unofficial coming out". If anyone could give me some tips/pointers on one or all of what i'm writing about I would be really thankful!
Thanks so much