I'm back! I'm doing better than ever! I am still single but happy. I still talk to my ex, and we're friends now. I believe you can be friends with your ex. My life is back together. I love it. I'm hoping that the doctor let's me off my anti-depressants really soon! I'm on a sleeping pill because my body has a hard time falling asleep. I'm finally sleeping in my own room. I used to be scared of my room but I like it now. I have 4 new best friends. We hang out like all the time. This weekend is one of my friends birthday! I'm so excited. We're going to Universal Studios together. I might bring Eloisa to see if she's willing to go with me. We almost kissed at my friend's movie party. It was spin the bottle. I'm going to have a sleepover soon and bring Eloisa so we can finish our game of spin the bottle. At the party, she was under the covers and invited me under so we could kiss, but Leslie's little sister came outside. I didn't want her to see that. She's too young for that. But if she didn't come out, I would've been under the covers with my Eloisa. I would've been all over her. Oh yeah baby ;) I'll type up that story when that day comes... until then, I'm over and out.