Hai Der!

jazzybchick's picture

Hey everyone. I'm back again. I've been pretty sick. I will probably get surgery in the next month or so. I hope it'll make me better. I might have to stop dancing for awhile. It's pretty depressing. I'll live though.
Well in my time away from this place, I've met some amazing girls. Their names are Lexi and Jessika. I'm into both of them, but I want to see which one actually likes me too. So far, I think it's Lexi. The only thing that I think is holding back Jessika is that she was raped when she was 14 and she has a baby boy. Do I mind? No I don't because it's not her fault. I love babies. Am I ready to commit to that? Not yet, but maybe someday IF me and her get more serious. I'm not a judgmental person. She's a beautiful girl and she's sweet, smart, and cute.
Is it bad that I don't mind her and her baby? Am I wrong for liking her? What should I expect? Ahhh. All these questions in my head.

Jazzy Rose... over and out.

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MaddieJoy's picture

You're not wrong for liking her!

If anything you're more right than most people. But you're right, that is a big commitment.
Get well soon!

jazzybchick's picture

Thanks :)

You're the only person who's said that to me so far :) everyone else is like "that's stupid. Why should you care for a kid that's not yours?" Maybe when we're older, I'll decide about what I want. For now, I'm a free birdie. Thanks :)
-Diva

MaddieJoy's picture

anytime

I get the whole maternal instinct thing. I don't like kids inordinately much, but I feel very protective of them. I think you're a pretty cool person for not letting it phase you, especially since having a kid has probably made dating pretty hard for her. Keep being awesome! <3

jazzybchick's picture

Awesome? Lol

I love kiddos. He's only 6 months. I don't like to judge especially since she didn't chose to get pregnant. She's a great girl. Poor thing has to work at 14. I'd date her if she'd let me in. Thanks <3 :)
-Diva