i do not know why i watch gay porn when i dont like guys like that

Eke's picture

Hi,
I'm just a guy interested in girls... But also in seeing pennises, its really annoying.. But I keep doing it. Watching gay porn and watching pennises, I colud never touch a guy like that, but once I even masturbated to it... HELP

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jeff's picture

Well...

Three things.

1) This is a gay site, so we're likely to read "Help, I can't stop masturbating to gay porn" as "Help, I can't accept that I'm gay."

2) If you're trying not to masturbate, any porn is probably a bad idea.

3) Since gay porn is something you'd have to intentionally seek out, and heterosexual porn is more abundant, there would seem to be some chance that you are interested in guys like that, but are just at the early stages of accepting it.

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elph's picture

You're "interested in girls" because...

...you've been told that it was all 14-year-old boys are supposed to feel... or, maybe not?

Actually, I have no idea what the facts may be for you...

But I suspect that the mental fantasies you enjoy while masturbating could be telling you something important. Only you know what that "something" may be...

btw: One's sexual orientation develops naturally... not by wishing it into existence or by being told that it must be this or that. And, you may have to wait another year or so to know with a fair degree of confidence... sorry... that's the bane of being a teen! :(

Eke's picture

I'm most definitely sure

I'm no gay at least I pray so..
In my country, Nigeria, its a. One way ticket to jail,14 yrs. And a huge loss of family friends...
Plus, I. Heard that homosexuality is a sin the christain religion which I blong 2

jeff's picture

Well...

If you're sure you're not gay and you can go to jail for being gay, I should caution you this is a 100% gay website, so... not sure how cautious you need to be about things. If being on a gay website is enough to mess with your life, well, you're on one now.

Of course, we'd probably rank under watching gay porn online. ;-)

Whether it is a sin is up for debate. The same Bible passages that say you should never eat pork, or wear clothes made of more than one fiber, are in the same section as the anti-gay part.

But people seem to interpret the Bible to suit their needs. If they like pork, then the Bible was written at a time where they didn't know about bacteria and proper cooking techniques. If they like polyester, then that is just some outdated text. But if they're not gay, then somehow it is the divine, unquestionable word of God. Not a lot of consistency there.

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