So Last night I told one of my good friends Ruby that i thought i was a bisexual because she is openly a bisexual so i thought that she would understand better:)
It was so relieving to finally admit who you truely are to someone obviously this site has helped, It gave me the courage to tell somebody, but telling a friend and having them hug you and reassure you and help. The feeling is great!
What she mentioned was how true friends will stay no matter what but the thought of being alone and rejected is still so scary to me!:( My biggest concern is my family :/ They are so convinced im straight and they make remarks to bi/ gays and it makes me feel disgusting but if I try say but theyre still people theyll probably say stuff like yeah fucked up people :/ But I cant lose my family!:( They mean the world to me and more but i cant keep living a lie. What am i going to do?:(
I think finally im learning to accept myself as much as i dont like the way i am i have no choice :/ So has anybody got some advice on gradually starting to come out? Or should i wait a while?
Thank you for reading!:)