Now I've made it a habit of writing early in the morning as it's the only time my mind is clear and focused. Well mostly restless.
I found myself googling Why do I hate my friends which took me to a site about social anxiety. Odd, I dont think i have that since I've acted, sang, and can speak publicly without nervousness, but yet my sister told me I have it. She's no doctor so i won't take her word for it. My friends have been frustrating me lately and I get annoyed easily by them and their nonsense.
I think it's because most of them take forever to text and occasionally when I do call their cellphones, they do not answer. I say Hey the cellphone store called, they want their phones back. (No i havent, one day i will.)
Another frustration i am annoyed by is my lack of ever finishing a short story. Ever. The only things i've published was an act (which is here on this site) and a pseudo-historical biography (not here, tucked into the files in my broken laptop). And I start with a single idea but i cant express it and also descriptive language isnt my strengths. my god i cant function without finding success in things