Well hello everyone I am back, though not really for the better since last time. I have started writing novel, made 3 suicide attempt and started cutting, one was extremely serious and I came pretty close to dying or so they say, as well as gained a 6th Doctor attitude towards other people in general. Anyone who gets the reference gets plus +1 internet.
Oh and I have become a huge who fan on a positive note. And I hoping to actually be a bit more friendly this time, though do not expect to much positive out of me. Being Lovecraft next successor I try to embrace my lunacy a little bit for fun every day :P As the Cat said "We are all Mad here" and as Norman Bates said, "We all go a little Mad some times, some of us just worse than others." So I do hope that you guys won't hate me for that. Also have kind of developed quite the fetish for 'traps', shemale's or really any form of trans people these days... :P Really hope I didn't sound stupid in my terminology there... I am sure you guys will get it though. I really missed everyone. Oh and guess what else... I will have my Bachelors in History with a Minor in Creative Writing in two months. In august I get my degree.
I will also admit problems with a lot of extreme internalized, and sometimes externalized homophobia, but I working with my psychologist on that. Really my therapy is nice and intense, with 4 meets a week :D So it is really good stuff. I will mind my Ps and Qs though, but I wanted to throw that out there for anyone who wants to avoid me, because I do slip up some times, but in reality it is just the mental problems talking. Especially the Depression, Bi-polar, Paranoia, and I think that is about it :)
I hope to hear from everyone soon... and if any fellow Who fans wanted to inform me that Matt Smith is gay... yes I already knew this. :P My favorite is still the 6th, 1st, and 2nd :P