Hello guys... The Mad Hatter is here :P

Yamamoto's picture

Well hello everyone I am back, though not really for the better since last time. I have started writing novel, made 3 suicide attempt and started cutting, one was extremely serious and I came pretty close to dying or so they say, as well as gained a 6th Doctor attitude towards other people in general. Anyone who gets the reference gets plus +1 internet.

Oh and I have become a huge who fan on a positive note. And I hoping to actually be a bit more friendly this time, though do not expect to much positive out of me. Being Lovecraft next successor I try to embrace my lunacy a little bit for fun every day :P As the Cat said "We are all Mad here" and as Norman Bates said, "We all go a little Mad some times, some of us just worse than others." So I do hope that you guys won't hate me for that. Also have kind of developed quite the fetish for 'traps', shemale's or really any form of trans people these days... :P Really hope I didn't sound stupid in my terminology there... I am sure you guys will get it though. I really missed everyone. Oh and guess what else... I will have my Bachelors in History with a Minor in Creative Writing in two months. In august I get my degree.

I will also admit problems with a lot of extreme internalized, and sometimes externalized homophobia, but I working with my psychologist on that. Really my therapy is nice and intense, with 4 meets a week :D So it is really good stuff. I will mind my Ps and Qs though, but I wanted to throw that out there for anyone who wants to avoid me, because I do slip up some times, but in reality it is just the mental problems talking. Especially the Depression, Bi-polar, Paranoia, and I think that is about it :)

I hope to hear from everyone soon... and if any fellow Who fans wanted to inform me that Matt Smith is gay... yes I already knew this. :P My favorite is still the 6th, 1st, and 2nd :P


Dracofangxxx's picture

Hey Yama!

Saw you on Skype a few times but didn't know if you remembered me or anything. So glad to hear that you're doing well, buddy! :)

Oasis is a bit dead, though, so eh.
That's redick!

radiosilence95's picture


I missed you. Remember me? Y'know, Radio? Welcome back!

I'm so glad to hear you're okay. For awhile I was really worried about you. But, like Shelby said, a bunch of people have left. Not nearly as exciting as it used to be.

Yamamoto's picture

Thank you guys... it is good

Thank you guys... it is good to see the people who are my friends are still around :) I wouldn't really call my position as one of being ok, but one of simply being alive. If you want to talk on Skype more Shelby-kun, just send me a little PM and we can arrange it. Also the same goes for you radio-kun.

Oh and Draco, if I remember right that you like manga also. Does the most awesome manga in the world named MONSTER MUSUME NO IRU NICHIJOU
mean anything to you :P

Dracofangxxx's picture

Will do!

I"ve never read that manga, but maybe i'll take a shot! I've been really into Junji Ito's comics lately, the master horror writer inspired by Lovecraft??
That's redick!

hellonwheels's picture


Been forever man....how are ya? Who fan, eh?

welcome back. hell

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

Yamamoto's picture

Yep I am a big Who fan...

Yep I am a big Who fan... shoot me a PM and we can talk about it, though don't think I enjoyed any of the Season 7 episodes... most of them where pieces of shit except the one that Niel Gaimen wrote, "Nightmare in Sliver"...

But what do you really expect form Moffet... :P