anarchist's picture

I guess there's no point to remaining on this web site, since I no longer identify myself with a sexual orientation and I never post anything on topis, but I don't give a fuck. You'll have to force me off if you want me to leave.

This is the best album of the year so far, so listen to it:

I love Markus Mehr. I need to buy that album when I get the money. I probably need a job, too, so I'll work on that.

I will also see if I can visit a friend this weekend. Maybe he'll be up to watching A Serbian Film again. That would indeed be fun.

Sorry, the only motivation to writing this was boredom.


jeff's picture


I do listen to ambient music when I write, but that was too menacing for my taste.

I'm sure a lack of a sexual orientation is classified as some sort of sexual orientation.

"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles

anarchist's picture

What do you mean by menacing?

Too glitchy and weird, or what? It doesn't really have a dark atmosphere or anything.

jeff's picture


The atonal dissonance? Minor chords? That was just the word that jumped out at me.

"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles

MaddieJoy's picture


1. Having no evident sex or sex organs; sexless.

2. Relating to, produced by, or involving reproduction that occurs without the union of male and female gametes, as in binary fission or budding.

3. Lacking interest in or desire for sex.

...So if you don't have any desire for sex (or you reproduce through binary fission, thus eliminating the need for a mate), that's what you are.

elph's picture

Sexual orientation?

Not straight? Not gay? Not something else... ?

If it's a total lack of libido... you might benefit from these 6 articles on the subject of asexuality that have appeared over the past week or so on Huffington Post:

As for music... could we discuss baroque?

Good luck!

Bosemaster42's picture


You could change your mind very quickly after smoking some good bud.
I know one thing, it always makes me horny, so thinking about guys always enters the equation.

anarchist's picture

I don't think it's asexuality.

I don't have a lack of libido, I've just lost interest in everything related to sexuality. It just seems pointless to care about that, when there's so much beauty and fun in life outside of this petty materialistic internal debate over what sexuality is. I don't want to identify myself with a useless label that only categorizes and stereotypes us. Even the Kinsey Scale is bullshit.

I also don't see why I should be romantically attracted to only one sex. I think if I'm not going to care about sex, why discriminate? A romantic relationship with a woman would very much be possible at this point. I haven't had the desire for one before, but I should no longer narrow possible relationships down to what works sexually, when love and sex aren't even related. It makes no sense; we're just doing what society tells us to do, and that just leads to horrible stereotyping of the categories people put themselves in.

radiosilence95's picture

Oh, so you're the kind of

Oh, so you're the kind of person who's bisexual, but if you tell them they're bisexual, they're all like, "No it's deeper than that" when it's really not :P

Sexuality's really only a label that traps you and stereotypes you if you allow it to do so. I'm a lesbian. But that doesn't mean I have to live my life as a lesbian. It's just a trait I was born with. If society places so much emphasis on sex and sexuality then that's society's problem, not mine.

Yamamoto's picture

Or potentially a pan or Omni

Or potentially a pan or Omni sexual... I have to agree that really such things are simply labels and are stupid and silly. Really I have found that the best course is, (Since our situations seem similar) just to use it as a matter of connivance. Whatever you feel like at the moment is whatever you happen to be... in the end... who really gives a fuck. Identifying with any label is limiting and so using the label as a tool for your own means is always a better idea :P

anarchist's picture

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention this in here:

I finally ordered Dopesmoker on vinyl. I got the Indica edition. The price was $24.20 and it was released on 4/20, so it's the most straight-edge record ever. That'll be sweet when it arrives.