I'm in love. So so so in love. But, I'm having sexual curiosities that are not like me at all. All these years... through puberty and into young adulthood, I've always been convinced of my sexuality. I've never once, and still haven't, had a crush or have been emotionally attracted to that team, but wondering how it would feel sexually is happening now of all times.
Don't get me wrong, I'd never act on it. I'm fully committed to my love, and we certainly do not share. I'm emotionally and physically attracted to my love, there are no problems in that department whatsoever. Just late at night, when my thoughts start to wander, I cant help but have sexual fantasies about the team I've never really been sexually interested in. I'm certain it is just a phase, not like I'm ever going to cheat on my love to find out. Because at the end of the day, I'm usually always sexually satisfied. These sexual curiosities about the other team are insignificant. But, still significant enough to want to share, even with strangers.