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There's no saving or keeping it'll always end why does it end I don't want it to end I love them all I love them why does it end why does it end Why why why I can't save him I can't help him I love him I can't help him Purpose purpose purpose I wish I could give it I wish I could give it what is my purpose why can't I save them I love them all I'm so sorry i'm so sorry please forgive me please forgive me I wish I could help oh god I wish I could help I've failed I've failed I've failed I can't do a thing I'm lost I'm lost I've failed I've lost please help me please help I need help I'm lonely I'm afraid please help me please I need help please take care of me I'm afraid please please help me I can't help them I'm so alone I can't help them I don't know what to do help me help I can't save him I can't help him I am a failure I can't save them I can't save them I can't fix it I can't fix it help me help me please make it stop it hurts please help me please help me I want to save them all I can't save them they're all so beautiful and I can't save any of them it's all so wrong so wrong so wrong whales washed on beach mouth open blood can't see the eyes why is it dead why it's so wrong it's so wrong it's so ugly why can't I do anything why can't I save anyone why why why why why I love him I love them all I can't fix it I can't fix it oh god why can't I fix it I want to make it better I want to help I want to help I can't save them please help me I'm so scared it's so loud help me they won't stop it won't stop it hurts dear god it hurts help me I can't help anyone everyone dies why do they have to die can't I do anything to stop it why why why I love them all I can't save them everything ends why does it have to end I don't want it to end I want to stay I want to stay I want them to stay with me I don't want them to die I want them to see everything with me I wish I could make you see I want you to see why can't you see it's all so beautiful it's so beautiful I wish you could see it I wish you could see what I see in it all it's all so wonderful if you could only see it maybe you'd understand maybe you'd know why can nobody see it I'm so lonely I'm done writing

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jeff's picture

You...

Can't change or help people, you can only assist people who are changing or helping themselves...

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