我決定現在開始我要練習我的中文. 自從我爸媽回去台灣之後我就沒有說多少中文了. 一開始這還算沒問題, 反而我還覺得這事件好事 - 但是後來我才發現中文不只很有用, 如果我不好好加強我其實是失去了一部份的"我". 我每天會用中文寫一段短文, 順便也可以利用這個機會來寫日記.
Today I realised I had done the stupidest thing. I had tried to sync my drive and then cleared by drive to free up capacity. However, after deleting those files permanently, I realised I had only copied links over. So now I have lost those files forever.
我的男朋友對我還不錯. 可是他有時候真的事會讓我生氣. 說實話其實我們兩個太不一樣了. 他和我在人生中兩個完全不同的階段. 他很貼心但很愛玩, 而我現在變得很嚴肅, 我一直在想我畢業後到底要做什麼.
I might be moving to Sydney when I finish my degree. This year is going to be a busy year. I'm doing a full year of law electives, and despite taking the maximum allowed points per semester I still don't think I will finish on time. I still have two papers to finish in 2015.
我現在才發現我去年實在是太忙了. 我不只是太忙重點是我沒有好好照顧自己或投資精力在我的前途上. 我看到我的朋友們全部都開始有好工作了可是我現在卻還在讀書.
Should I do honours? Should I find a job? Should I do both? I've saved quite a bit of money over the summer - that could be my kickstart fund if I wanted to do a postgraduate degree - but is it worth it?
我今年要好好讀書, 照顧好自己. 我應該也要戒菸, 少喝酒, 多運動. 還有, 我四月要回去看我的父母親和我的弟弟. 我的弟弟不好好讀書我媽媽幾天前還被他氣哭了. 怎麼辦. 我也不知道.
I am so conflicted. There are so many things I want to do and learn in this world. At the same time I've realised I am doing too much and I am becoming quite unwell mentally and physically. I feel really down most of the time. My boyfriend does a good job trying to cheer me up - but I really cannot keep up with his lifestyle. I've realised I'm an introvert that learnt how to pretend to be an extrovert, I have an innate desire to withdraw from people.
我明天要申請幾份工作. 錢真的很重要, 但是我做這麼多我覺得我是不是瘋了? 有時我覺得就只有我一個人.