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anarchist's picture

I got caught skipping with yakow today by a fucky fuck, and I had to leave him. I don't know if I can go back to his lunch anymore now, but if I can't, then I will have only a couple minutes a day to talk to him, and that won't do. He did skip a class and come to my lunch period, but that was only to talk to his girlfriend. I moved over to his table when I noticed, and we talked a bit, and he talked to her a bit, and there were a couple of instances when the three of us were discussing certain topics. It wasn't as much fun as just the two of us, especially when the period ended and I had to awkwardly follow them while they ignored me, until they split and I talked to yak again. I'm really worried now, and I guess I'll have to discuss it with him tomorrow and see if we can come up with anything that works. Maybe I'll bring up the fact that he's been ignoring me under certain circumstances. We aren't taking a walk this weekend, but I'm still hanging out at his place for probably about five hours, and we'll find a day with better weather to walk around the lake.

Also I found out today that he really likes trains. I don't know why I didn't know that before. I like trains, too, but I think I like them in a different way, a more atmospheric way.

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Perhaps We Should Leave's picture

You know...

I don't mean to be pessimistic... but perhaps you should prepare yourself for a bit of a different relationship. Yakow probably won't be the friend he was before. Things change. Perhaps you might should expect the worst; if something better happens it'll be a nice surprise, but it'll hurt a lot less if the worst DOES happen.

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“HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE." - AM

anarchist's picture

What do you mean?

He hasn't changed at all. Historically we've always found a way to spend time together past obstacles, so why not now? He still likes me as much as he always has, and he's only gotten closer with me if anything.