Yakow is spending as much time as he possibly can with his girlfriend. And that means that he's spending significantly less time with me, which makes me kind of sad. It's like all his other friends are just worthless now that he has a girlfriend he likes. It isn't easy finding times when the two of us can actually talk now. When we're alone I can tell he still likes me as much as he always has, but whenever he's in conversation with other people, something always feels different about him, something I can't really describe. It's like something's changed. Interestingly, this strange atmosphere is the weakest when he's with his girlfriend, since he occasionally includes me somewhat into the conversation (though only when she brings me up; apparently he talks about me with her). For some reason, he just can't have a conversation with more than one person at a time, and I don't get why he's incapable of doing so. Sorry about this journal being so irrelevant to the theme of the web site, I feel like I'm losing my best friend right now and it sucks.