It's dead.

anarchist's picture

Yakow cancelled the plan again, so I'm done. He's proposed "rescheduling" for next weekend, but that just seems pointless because I know that wont work out either. Making plans is just pointless. Nothing ever happens for me. Fuck everybody else, the human species is all douchebags and assholes except me.

Comments

jeff's picture

Well...

"the human species is all douchebags and assholes except me."

This thinking will work until you're tired of being alone and right.

If everyone cancels plans with you, at some point, the common denominator in all of these interactions is you.

Don't be married to the idea that everyone sucks and they all need to change, if you're not willing to examine how you are engaging with people.

---
"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles

anarchist's picture

So you're saying that I'm the asshole.

Fuck you, Jeff.

jeff's picture

I'm saying...

You are the element of this social equation that you can change. Whether you are in the right, and surrounding yourself with low-caliber people that you need to remove from your life, or whether you aren't presenting yourself socially in a way that isn't manifesting the desired outcomes, it is far too easy to just sit home alone with the confidence that you are the only person in the right, and everyone else is flawed.

Unless you want to be alone forever and use your life as a sad experiment to prove this awful theory to no one but yourself, then you need to change it up somehow. This would mean changing your behavior in some fashion, since you can't change everyone else around you.

---
"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles

anarchist's picture

You don't even know the story.

Yakow's grandfather had throat surgery last week and passed out this morning, so he had to be transferred to Baltimore. I'm pissed at his family for taking him to Baltimore and forcing the plans to be cancelled. Last week his sister's car burned out near Richmond, which also made me pissed at his family for not allowing him to go to my house because of this. People's families are assholes and they haven't even met me, so I think that's beyond what I can change. I just need to make sure his grandfather stays in bed and his sister doesn't touch any cars until next weekend is over.

jeff's picture

Hmm...

So now you're blaming me for the conclusion I got from reading your words? Or is this the part touched on above where you're always right and everyone else is wrong? Hard to say... ;-)

---
"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles

anarchist's picture

Well I wasn't looking for advice.

I was just looking for someone to help cheer me up. I spent six hours this morning lying in bed, doing absolutely nothing, with no food and no drink. So hearing you say that I need to improve myself without trying to lift my mood really didn't help. I'm not angry at you, but maybe you understand the situation better now. I've been looking forward to today all week, and this really made me upset.

jeff's picture

Well...

"Fuck everybody else, the human species is all douchebags and assholes except me" seems as unlikely an invitation for a pep talk. ;-)

As for desired replies, it's the Internet. You write what you want, others reply how they want. Getting any reply on here is a rare thing lately, though.

You have to agree that building one day up all week and then lying in bed obliterated for six hours when it doesn't happen as planned is cause for a new approach, though.

---
"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles

Dracofangxxx's picture

'people's families are

'people's families are assholes for expecting them to care more about their family than some random friend'

yeah, okay. everyone on the planet is a selfish asshole. especially you. welcome to the club!
-

anarchist's picture

I'd like it if you'd stop being mean to me.

I've done nothing to you, so please don't post anything on my journals if it's only going to make my mood worse than it already is.

Dracofangxxx's picture

if you stopped thinking so selfishly

and, as jeff said, stopped laying in bed being 'alone and right', you wouldn't feel so miserable.

make your mood better by being empathetic instead of self absorbed and inflammatory to anyone who disagrees or doesn't flow down your river the right way
-

anarchist's picture

I'm sick of people making promises they don't keep.

Literally none of the plans I've made in the past two years have worked out, and I'm done. Please stop reading my journals.

Dracofangxxx's picture

make me

people are shit to me, too, don't forget that. you're not the only person that gets fucked over nonstop. you wanted comments and bitched/stamped your feet about it, you wanted to feel better, bam. i'm giving you what you wanted. be careful what you wish for. sometimes the answer isn't the one you want to hear.
-

anarchist's picture

How is that supposed to make me feel better?

All you did was call me an asshole.

jeff's picture

Hmm...

Now doesn't that make you feel better?
The pigs have won tonight
Now they can all sleep soundly
And everything is all right

---
"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles

Perhaps We Should Leave's picture

Misanthropy

Is worthless and pathetic. If you truly believe that nobody else but you is worth anything, then you will die alone, and unhappy. But if that's what you want, more power to you. I hope you enjoy your lifetime of loathing.

* * *

“HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE." - AM

jeff's picture

However...

Miss Anthropy would be a great drag name!

---
"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles