Driving classes started today, so I'll have to start going to a room filled with terrible people to sit for three hours without being allowed to do anything. Those fucking annoying normal people make me feel uncomfortable and it sucks having to look at their douchey faces. At least there are two good people who I know, so that's nice. It gives me a reason to walk outside, too.
Anyway, the reason I feel like shit is because I'm still being fucking ignored by yk, and I don't know how I can get anything out of him. Nobody would be friends with someone, have a great time with them, tell them to text, and then ignore them out of nowhere with no explanation. I just don't get it. This doesn't make any sense, and I can't stop thinking about it. I have nothing else to do, my family is barely around right now, so I have to just sit in my room and think about how lonely I am. I wish I knew how to feel better.
And it seems like he's broken up with his girlfriend or something like that, based on a few tweets she posted over the last couple of days. And that just makes me feel worse, because I really want to know what's going on. Is he just ending his relationships with everyone?
Fuck, this is weird. I wish people weren't so complicated.