Missed Gay Pride Thanks

lonewolf678's picture

I've been disappointed all day after looking forward to it for a month. Thanks again, I really loved feeling detached from another chance to join such a wonderful social gathering of people whom I can relate to, thanks. I really love this feeling, it's been awhile since genuine disappointment has paid me a visit.

Congrats I think for a moment or two I considered leaving the house a for a few hours to drown my disappointment in caffeine. A blueberry yogurt muffin and frap, or if I really wanted, a vanilla bean scone. Because fuck it if my body decided it wanted to feel so drained that I wanted to sleep the day away.

Fuck it if I wanted to attempt ignoring all the fun in which I was missing. Fuck it if I needed a vacation from the four walls I could find if I were blind. I didn't need sunlight and fresh air, I didn't need to make new friends, no I just need to stay here and do nothing.

You won't read this. Please reconsider your plans next so we don't have a collision in planning, I have plans. I'm not fucking incompetent, and I absolutely abhore those implications when you make them. I'm old enough to get somewhere myself, I've done that shit before. Stop with this shit and give me space.


ElsaGabor's picture

If it's any sort of consolation,

I completely missed Pride too :/ I sat at home all day and stuffed my face. Your entry makes me want muffins. Thought I'd add that as well.

lonewolf678's picture

I love muffins,

wish I had some banana ones, it's been a few years since I've had those. Those're a luxury item to me at this point. lol

jeff's picture


Aren't you a big public transportation user? Why couldn't you have routed around a flaky friend? You just have to dress in regular clothes for the bus, bring a backpack, and then put your rainbow thong on at pride. Easy!

"You don't know you're beautiful." - Harry Styles

lonewolf678's picture

It just didn't work out,

I'm still very fucking pissed about it. I would write more but even now I'm still very upset and resentful. I honestly thought that would wear off after a week.