by Terrence Wood

There is something truly terrifying about realizing who and what you are. The knowledge that everything will never be the same again. Having ignored the reality of your situation in the past, and in doing so, Lying to yourself that there is still a possibility for you to date members of the opposite sex... Realizing that bisexuality is a lie that keeps you warm at night...Makes you feel that much nearer to normal; A normality that no longer exists, in your mind

"Yeah If I really wanted to, I could love a woman"

And by facing the truth, realizing that that statement is bullshit. I had always believed that anything is better then a lie... but now I'm not so sure.

Terrence Wood, 20, is a first year Dramatic Arts student at Algonquin College, Ottawa, Canada.
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