March 1998

Hi, this is my first time writing. (Well not really, but last month's article was lost in the crash.) So this is a new article, for a new month. So I guess I should tell you something about myself. I come from a rather conservative part of the east coast where the 20th century has not been discovered. (No I'm not inbred), where if you are gay, you shall burn in Hell for all eternity. That is how religious this area is. I'm 17, and gay...no, I'm bi....no I'm gay...etc. Some days I'm gay, others bi. But I'm still in the closet. Not to make this part of the article sound like a personal ad, but my closet is big enough to fit 2 people in it.

"This is the point of no return"- Phantom of the Opera.

Well I started this, I might as well finish it. March is when people start thinking about spring, and then they start thinking about love. Thinking of love always turns into longing. Longing for that lost love, or the love you never had, or both. ( Only if you're bi!)

I know that this is February (Valentines day and all.) Every time I do a search on a search engine, I notice that a lot of gay youth links are about teen suicide! How can that be? Well, being noble, I would like to help. So if you have any problems/questions, or you just want to become penpals, I'm here for you.

In case you're wondering if I'm a virgin or not, I'm sorry to say that I'm not. But it was a long time ago, I was to young to know what I was doing. I guess that I have rambled on long enough, hugs and kisses,


jayfreak@hotmail.com (I promise to respond as soon as I see it in my inbox.)

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