My favorite show I've ever watched is about life. Six Feet Under ran from 2001-2005, five seasons, five years in the lives of the Fishers who owned Fisher and Sons Funeral Home.
The show starts minutes in with the death of the father. And (spoilers) it ends 3 episodes after the death of the older brother, perhaps the closest thing to a main character the show has.
The moral of this timing for the show is that, for most of us, most of the time, life goes on, even after it doesn't for some of us.
And goodnight to all you Oasies™, may you all prosper in the post-Oasis world.
Signing off for the very last time,
- Lone Wolf
For most of the last 5½ years this octogenarian has tried to remain in the background — not always successfully! :) / :(
Over these years I have witnessed many remarkable Oasies™ pass this way… and I want to wish them all a very bright future — you will be sorely missed!
-elph (my mom's initials)
I got dumped last night. I was totally blindsided by it, didn't see it coming at all. She said for the past few months, she hasn't felt as strongly in love with me as she once did. For the past few months, our relationship has been a fucking sham and she never bothered to talk to me about it. She said she didn't want to hurt me, but she's hurt me so much more by waiting that long to tell me. Everything is moment by moment now; one moment I feel okay, the next moment all I want to do is burst into tears. I've never felt so much pain in my entire life.
Goodbye Oasis, this is me signing off. Thanks for over 9 years of memories on this site. This place has seen me grow from an angsty teenager to a working adult. This place has allowed me to vent my thoughts away from the judgment of society. This allowed me to come to terms with various aspects of my life and identity, and I have matured and refined my thoughts and values through that journey.
It's been four years, and what a four years they've been. I want you all to know I'm glad to have befriended some of you and at least made your aquaintence if only just here in HTML. We've all shared our lives here and we've changed over time. This site has undoubtably saved many and helped just as much.
Just one final journal entry before this site shuts down I suppose. My life has undergone some pretty big changes in direction since I was last on here. I'm transferring schools next fall, because the college I'm attending doesn't have an astronomy program and is way too small for my liking. I thought a small college would be ideal for me, but I was wrong. I have very few opportunities to meet new people there, there's really no niche for me to fit into, and it's just too reminiscent of high school with its cliques and everybody knowing everybody else and shit.
i got onto this site some 4-5 odd years ago
i feel like a cycle of my own life is ending and a new one is beginning
one without guys with criminal records
or problems i can't keep up with
a few days the guy who groomed me when i was sixteen
he says you deserve someone to love you you're so pure
you're a fucking cherub
i said i'm not a baby anymore
you can't buy me with those kind of words
you're just an insect
me ex comes up to me and says some shit like
they started a meth lab they want me to sell
he says he called the cops,
this is pretty inconvenient for me, since i've been going through bad feelings for a while, so i really don't know what i'll do without anywhere to write about things i need to write about. i don't really trust anyone else with advice, so i am quite lost.
anyway, i'm going to try making a group on facebook for us all, so add me as a friend if you want to be part of it. my name on there is bobby sunshine, so send me a request and a message regarding your intentions and your alias and i'll invite you.
I've been in my 20s for a few weeks now, and that feels weird to say. I don't really feel like the same person I was at 14 when I opened my account here. Yeah, I was a pretty obnoxious kid, but sometimes I wish I could be that overly sure of myself again. November has been stressful, and it has led to some bad feelings. I've been feeling... I don't know. Purposeless and defective would be my best guess at pinning it down. But now I am home for a few days and decompressing, so that's good.
So here we go again, "this one time in South Town". I think it was a week ago at this point, I was playing in the "studio" and working on new material. It was going pretty good, but nothing mind blowing. Then... "JUST LEAVE!", I stop playing and I'm like "right when I'm playing guitar there's a damn street fight".
I didn't think I'd feel so surreal about it all, but I guess it just hit me. I wonder how many people are checking in often like I am to watch the site crumble away? Kinda like a viking funeral. Gentle pushes off into the great beyond in a silent blaze or something cheesy and poetic.
As I right this there are only nine days left until oasis closes. I purpose we all come to this website on the day it closes and right a final good bye entry. Just a suggestion. Does any one know any similar websites? I suppose this website is closing down due to recent rise in popularity of other social media so I'm looking for something similar to replace it ( not that any one could truly recreate such a website)
I don't really know where to start with this, but I've been doing some thinking about him, going on some walks alone. Ever since around September of last year, I've been getting really negative feelings about and because of him, and I've just been wqlkig them off.
Put a Little Love Away