I told my mom a while back that I was "lk that" and wasn't going to change. She seemed okay with it... She said it was my choice and just to know that once I make that choice, (to come out to all or to be with a girl) that nothing would be the same. Life would be harder. So, thanks? I mean I thought it was okay. Too good to be true???
So Adrian and Jeff gave me my own Oasis email address today (email@example.com). I still need to set my Outlook account to retrieve any mail that I get, but other than that it's good to go, so if you want to reach me with business other than Gay Like Me stuff (that address is still firstname.lastname@example.org) just use my new Oasis addy.
Thanks J & A! This really makes me feel at home!
I hardly ever write poetry anymore, but this one wouldn't let me get to sleep until I got up and wrote it down. I hope it doesn't make me sounds like a perv. I swear I'm not.
Confessions to Ganymede
I envy him sometimes –
That one lucky boy who will place
That first kiss upon
Those sweet, soft lips,
As they quiver with expectation.
And yet, I would sooner die
Another poem from my archives.
The Night Half Done
The night half done -
The means to an end
Sits out on the table
And calls you, "Friend,"
It says, "I am yours,
You can always depend
I was chatting with Brent Hartinger, author of The Geography Club, yesterday. Ok, that's not precisely what happened. In fact, I wrote to him asking him if he would please read Orphan's Quest and give me some advice on how to get an agent and a real publisher. He wrote back and kindly offered to do what he could to help. He did however give me some discouraging news.
My website - http://www.samersguild.com - now has a page Devoted to PFLAG. For those of you unfamiliar with PFLAG, it stands for Parents & Friends of Lesbians & Gays. It is an advocacy and support organization for, as it says Parents and Friends...blah blah blah.
Okay, now that my book is listed on Amazon.com, I need people to review it. If you've already read Orphan's Quest, and have an account with Amazon.com, please, please PLEASE go rate and review it for me. The link to the Amazon listing is here:
I love her, God, I do. She's everything for me and without her in my life, I don't know what I would do. But, she's admitted to cheating. Many times. And she does drugs- the list seems to keep growing. Back in March when we first started talking she, by maybe...October?, explained that from March through maybe the summer, she looked at our relationship as... I guess a fling.
It still has a couple bugs we have to fix, but I'm psyched to have it finally up. Great work Underdarkness!!!
Tuesday Jan. 9th
OK. After this one I am caught up..
Dec. 25, 06
I feel like I have accomplished nothing! I've been off from work 2 days and there is nothing to do! I've cleaned. I've got on the net, I've slept, I've done everything I can possibly do and it is boring! I can't wait til LIFE starts again. To think.. This IS life for a low of people- stay home and do shit- how boring!
Mon. December 18th, 06
I really like some of our late night talks. Like last night I aid something that got her in a bad mood so the mood was off for a while but it got better, thank goodness! I hate leaving things on a bad note with her because then that's all I can think about all day.