I just told my mom about that absurd anti-gay video. I think she HAS to be getting the picture that I'm gay by now. I told her how I thought it was so stupid and ridiculous but I was really bad with my words for some reason. Like I wanted to say so much and let my passion out but it came out all uneven and jumbled. lol. Oh, well. At least I told her that gay people should be aloud to get married and that I think that these anti-gay people are idiots. That's something right? Oh, and I asked her if she cared if gay people married and she said no! Ha, that was kinda nice to hear.
Listening to Eye To Eye and loving it =)
My favourite song by her is still Crimson And Clover. I don't think any song will ever over take that one ;)
My teeth hurt. This blows.
I've been in a pretty funky mood all day today. I was in a bad mood this morning, then I couldn't get a hold of someone I needed to talk to, then angry mood again, then walked to the library = pretty good mood, then come home still in a relative good mood, then later my mood crashed big time, then came up stairs and on the internet = good mood, watch an episode of South Of Nowhere = Awesome mood, then do some internet surfing and my mood crashes again, now in sorta depressed-ish mood now. Yuck.
And my teeth are really bothering me. Sucky day.
Man, the people who comment on Youtube videos crack me up. They fight about the dumbest things. It's so stupid....but at the same time it's hilarious. And then there's the people who go and comment on music videos about how stupid the band or singer is and how much they hate them. It's like wtf? lol.
Oh my! :P
"Are You Skinhead?" - My Dad
"No" My oldest nephew(With a puzzled look on his face)
My dad walks out of the room and my nephew says to me "Didn't he ask me that last time?"
ROLF. Ha. My dad thinks he's skinhead because he's got his hair shaved really short. He says it with such serious tone too. Eh...I'm pretty sure he's not a skinhead, dad. lol.
Then again he did take back his copy of Splinter Cell that I was borrowing. Hmm.... :P
"(Friend) says there is a new drug for depressed lesbians! its called trydixagain"
That's the first thing I see on Facebook this morning. Isn't that lovely?
Anyone have a witty comeback that I could possibly put as my status? Something along the lines of what she said but about straight people.
The good thing about that is that the "friend" that had it as her Status Update, she's a pot smoking loser who no one would care what she thinks...or rather no normal human being would care what she says/thinks/does.
You're so endearing, you're so beautiful,
Well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do
But I don't hate like they do
Am I ever on your mind?
Oh, Thank God for music! Sometimes I'm not too sure what I'd without it. It makes a super crappy afternoon better. In other related news I'm getting Really into the band Otep. Which is surprising because I don't usually like Heavy Metal. I prefer Hard Rock to screaming and that. lol. But they are really cool and they've got some not-so-hard-songs which is really awesome.
I just spent the last hour or two listening to some pretty messed up songs. Not what I intended to do tonight but that's what happened. Has anyone listened to the band Otep? The lead singer of the band is a women and based on her songs and things I've read she's been through some really shitty things in her life. Her songs are lyrically what I like. They are pretty powerful and very meaningful but wrapped in heavy metal. Her songs are about some of the terrible things she's been through one of which was being raped by her dad when she was young.
My current favourite song is now Take This by Staind.
Umm....I kinda sorta miss Laura.
I think obsessions are fun :)
Sometimes I wish I was stronger than I am. Or stronger than I let on to be.
I hate that I never have the right things to say. I feel like I'm an incomplete person.
Skins is amazing.
I should be in bed since it's 4 am.
I love that it's spring. I love the smell of spring in the air.
I just made a Twitter account....Not really sure why but I did. I guess to let random people know my random thoughts throughout the day :P
I watched the last episode of Skins for this season. I'm a kinda disappointed but it's okay because I'll take the previous episode as MY finale. The only thing is that now I have to wait until 2010 for new episodes which totally sucks. But I guess I'll make it through. I'll probably end up re-watching the season over again just to see Naomily again :)
I had a great dream last night. I hope I have another tonight.
Goodnight to all :)
I pretty much closed myself up the past few weeks. I guess because of everything that's been going on. I've been under some pressure and there's been a lot of change happening. It sucks and I hate it but I tend to do that. Things have been really good at home surprisingly enough. The negativity has gone away. Well, most of it anyways. We all have our off days and our bad moods once in a while. Now I don't really have to do anything for a few weeks so I'm most certain to be in better spirit and be able to stay up into the wee hours of the morning. That's always a good thing :D
That episode of Skins was freakin awesome. And cute. And nice. And happy. And holly bejezess the teen lesbian couple got back together and the world didn't end!!! LOL. This show is SO awesome. Is anyone else watching this new season?
I'm not going to be volunteering like I thought. Turns out I'm not gonna have enough time and I already have a lot going on in the next month and then in May *hopefully* I'll be taking the college program. On Thursday I have an interview with the teacher at the college. So....that should be interesting. I get to go see the classroom and explore the campus and that. Hopefully it all goes well. I really want to take this program now.
I've decided to cut some people out of my life that seem to do nothing but drag down my day. I think I refuse to do that sometimes because I'm afraid of hurting people's feelings and afraid of cutting people out of my life in general. But I can't really deal with people who I try to care about and try to be there for when they put off the vibe that they couldn't care less about me. Honestly it feels like a relief. It feels like a weight's been lifted off my shoulders. You can't even imagine. Ahh...I should of done this a long time ago.