The world was on fire
No one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you

Anyone else seen it? I did not expect to like it at all, but I absolutely loved it! I can't wait to watch it again. Even my dad liked it, which was surprising. I thought he was going to tell me to turn it off midway.

And today I got The Beatles Rock Band for myself (it was $10, I couldn't resist) and I bought my dad his Christmas present. Now if only I could figure out what to get my mom...

It was my birthday today. Mother nature gave me my birthday gift earlier today and it included cramps. Not that you needed to know that. :P

Anyways, I didn't do anything special, but it was perfect. Settling down tonight to play some Mass Effect 2 cuddled in my nice comfy bed. XD

Two big things changed this year that I didn't really expect to change. I now actually want to get married and I also I want to have my own biological kids. You ever have things just unexpectedly change drastically one day?

Okay, so my sister brought my two nephews over (Ages 10 and 19) to spend some time with me and my parents while she went out to party with her friends that live in our city. So, my oldest nephew decides to bring a friend, which I was not pleased about. In my mind, you don't bring "friends" when you're going to spend time with your family (especially family that you've only recently began seeing more of than a couple days a year again), but then again maybe that's just me.

People treating me like crap after I'm there for them emotionally or financially. I've had this happen to me two times this week. So much fun, right? I have no problem with cutting people out of my life if they treat me like crap, especially if it's soon after I've extended my hand to them. I've done it before, and I'll do it again. It's a little trickier when it's family, though. I guess I just roll with the punches as per usual and forgive but not forget.

Oooohhh, some interesting news. My sister has this friend who has a daughter who's 14. I've met them both a few times. The mother is the one who got smashed at our house once and went out with us the other weekend to get my nephew drunk for his 19th. So anyways, my sister was telling me and my parents the other day that apparently her friend's daughter has this girl friend who has recently started telling everybody that she's a boy trapped in a girl's body and calling herself by a boy's name. AND now this friend's daughter has fallen for this boy. How interesting is that, huh?

I have to go take that test tomorrow. I haven't really been studying since I left school after my brother passed and that was months ago, so it worries me that I won't be fresh for the test. I just hope I pass. I don't care by how much. I just don't want to think about it anymore, or worry.

Shiiiit, I'd really like to go see them play live! But I don't have anyone to go with. It sucks even more that it's actually quite cheap to go see them. Dammit, why don't I know anyone in this damn city by now?

Oooh, but on an awesome note, I got Imagine Me & You to watch this weekend! Maybe I'll just settle down and watch it tonight, so I can just curl up in bed. Yeah, that sounds nice. I just wish I had someone to curl up with and take care of me while I'm sick :)

Went out with my sister, my 60+ year old dad, my nephew, and a couple of my sister's friends. We went to 3 different bars and for the first time I got DRUNK...at least I'm pretty sure I'm there./ as close as I've ever been anyways. Still the most sober of everyone but that's not saying much. I'm ready to fall asleep and it's only 4am. We went out for my nephew's first drink in a bar. This is where I am.

My nephew's being passive aggressive. He put: "What a fucking asshole" as his Facebook status. I'm toying with the idea of commenting on it with: "I know, aren't I?" Not sure that I should, though. I'm only assuming that it's about me, though. We were messaging back and forth on Xbox Live and I was telling him that I probably won't have his present for him when he comes tomorrow. Long story short: this ass from Kijiji was supposed to meet me on Thursday to sell me this video game but then he stopped emailing me.

So, there's this couple that my sister is friends with (they're in their 40's) She invited them to this barbecue thing we had for my mom last Mother's Day and they got COMPLETELY PLASTERED. Just bombed out, they drank so bloody much. Which was okay, I guess, they were all having fun, and my sister was also totally wasted and so was my dad. Fine and dandy except that the guy fell asleep on the couch then the woman did. Then they ended up driving home at some point before everyone got up. Thank god they got home alright.

I had this dream where I went to meet this girl from Oasis downtown with my nephew. We were in this shop at first with some other people and I immediately knew that I wanted to be with her. Then later on we were in my bedroom and I was talking to her. Later she wanted to play a game where we all get play married to each other. So I went to the bathroom while my nephew was downstairs with her. Then he came upstairs and walked in on me on the toilet (lol). He was at the sink, looking in the mirror and getting ready.

I've finally got the hang of Tumblr (http://gentleobsession.tumblr.com). Who's got one? I love how easy it is to post stuff, but where do people find places to stream music from? Any ideas?

Annndd I'm making a mess of my post on Dragon Age: Origins, but I'm too tired to fix it up all nice.

I wanna do some caps of my epic romance from Dragon Age and some other lesbionic things and post them up. That's if I can find the time and energy, anyways.

Lately my nightly/early morning routine has been:

2 episode of Six Feet Under
2 hours or so of playing Dragon Age: Origins

I had a pretty fantastic weekend. My sister had to go to a party in our city so my nephew tagged along and stayed the night. Which was extra specially nice. He's got his 19th Birthday coming up and the family is going to my newlywed sister's house for a barbecue the weekend before he turn 19. And he tells me that the weekend after that, his mom is taking him to a bar to get wasted so that he never wants to do it again (lol) and he's inviting some people to come along for the fun (it'll be his fist legal drink) and then he tells me I can come if I want. Which was nice :)