Hello Oasis. Good morning. I don't really know why I'm typing away here when I haven't been on here since last January...I think it's because it's 2:36 am, I feel like writing, and yet I don't feel like climbing the stairs and getting my notebook and pen. I also don't feel like typing away to nowhere and no one on microsoft word, and since I don't have one of those handy little blogs everyone seems to have nowadays, and since I don't write notes on facebook cause I want to preserve my privacy....since, since, since...I am here. Which feels strange, I must admit.
MUST ALL THE HOTTEST LESBIANS ALREADY HAVE GIRLFRIENDS!!
I really hope the Conservatives don't get a majority tomorrow. It's election time in Canada, for those of you who don't know.
if I had written a few days ago, my entry would have had the following points:
1. I am comfortable with my sexuality
2. I am confident
6. blah, blah... running around with a silly grin on my face... blah.
So I came out to the new friend I've been stressing about coming out to.
Well, not exactly "Yo I'm gay, yay!!" More like "Well I dated a girl."
It went fine, just like I thought it would.
You don't always realize what's in something till you allow it to settle. Think about angel white snow melting to a colour that should only be reserved for the bricks of strict boarding schools and the suits of boring, corporate types. Or of lake water collected, sitting in a bowl on the kitchen table.
I'm done my first year of university!!!!
And I've even had my very first failed lesbian relationship!!!
Oh, and I'm pretty sure I totally aced my last exam yesterday. woooohooooo!!!
I got some new lip gloss :))) i like sparkly and shiney things. i'm like that little gay boy in running with scissors
tomorrow I'm painting and re-decorating my room!!!
Hello all! I had a fairly good, incredibly interesting day today!
I slept in, made some scrambled eggs with cheese and herbs, watched a bit of Ellen, danced around listening to the radio while I brushed my teeth - typical morning. What made it interesting was afterwards.
I want to tell my aunt about me - that I'm attracted to women.
I want to tell people at work. Especially G. She's the one I went to the bar with a couple weeks ago. She seems to really want to be my friend. Ditto for me, and we're getting closer. I hate feeling like I'm hiding something from her.
I want to tell M - my Muslim refugee English study buddy.
last night I talked to my ex.
*cue dramatic music*
I love my new puppy!
she's cute, and a perfect golden colour, and she's got big, brown eyes that look at me so adoringly! She has a cute little puppy bum that shakes from side to side when she climbs the stairs, and until recently she was scared of the stairs and would just stand by them waiting to be carried, which was sooo cute too.
Outside the days are getting warmer and longer. Snow melts, freezes, unfreezes somewhat, breaks beneath my shoe filling it with water. I can no longer run to the bus stop for fear of slipping, and walking there is a game of hopscotch over puddles.
Alright, so I'm afraid our world is going down the shit hole. The polar ice caps are melting. The Athabasca glacier has receeded like 5km or something since the 80s, I think. They're saying that in the next 100 years it will probably disappear altogether.
My mom, my youngest brother, and my brand-new little puppy got into a car accident this afternoon. No one was hurt. Well, my mom has a sore back, but she'll be fine. I'm just shaken up now, because it was so unexpected, and they're my family, I love them, and I don't want anything bad to happen to them, you know?