I am 23 years old I haven't written on here in forever. Life has changed for the worset I don't think I will be going back to school to get my degree. I quit my job to go back to school because my school was three hours away now I am job less homeless and I don't know if my school and dorm are going to be paid for. I'm going to be ivings in a ars talk about reverting.
Back home from college done with all my finials yay. Got an A in my english class, C in human bio (not good at science), A in math and an A in history (I love history favorite class). I've been home for less than a week stated job hunting kinda hard nobody can get jobs. I'm sure I'll find one if not my boss from Fedex wants me to come back:( lifting 70lbs-100lbs in 112 degree trucks isn't my cup of tea as you could say. I think I might have a job at Life time Fitness or dicks. (Dicks sports store).
So I get on my computer today so I can finish writing my paper. Final finished after a month of writing it 10-15 page paper at our college you write a final paper rather than taking a final exam. I got 13 pages I'm so sweet descided to check my email opened up an e-mail from my school turns out it wasn't from my school. The subject of the email said Kent State so i figured it was from my school open it and it says hi you have a virus and my computer shut off before i could print my paper.
So I'm going home this week-end to suprise my brother for his 18th birthday and my gf is driving my car to pick me up. So I told my dad that I was going to stay at my gf's on thursday night (i don't have classes on Fridays) and that I would stay with him and my brother the rest of the week-end. My gf is mad because she wants me to stay with her saturday night too i want to stay with her but i also want to stay with my dad and brother because I miss them. So I don't know what to do go to my gf's and sleep in an amazing bed and cuddle. Or stay at home with my dad and brother and watch some tv.
The library at KSU is 13 floors so you can't blam me. So I was on the 6th floor reading and doing some work at a little desk in the back then I had to go to the bath room. Had to go to the 7th floor because no girls bath room on the 6th floor. When I leave the bathroom I take the stairs. So I walk around for about 10 mintues trying to find where all my stuff was couldn't find it then I got lost in the maze of books. Then my gf calls me and asks what I'm doing and I told her I was lost in the library she laughs then told me I'm so cute.
Hi i'm not really new but I haven't written any journals in like a year so. I'm 19 going to be 20 in July I'm from ohio. I attend kent state university. I'm an accourting major i don't really have to many issues to talk about just want to have some more friends. Another thing about me is I'm a huge procrastinator and thats what I'm doing right now. I should really be studing for my human bio exam but instead I'm being a procrastinator o well. Well i should at least try and study if i get a B on this exam and the next one I will make the deans list so we'll see what happens.
Well, I haven't been on in like forever been busy with college. Finally got a chance to write. Lets see whats all happened well summer went good still didn't tell my crush that I liked her over the summer so that was one goal I didn't reach. Durning like the second week of school I told her I can't wait any longer I need to know if you love me or not.
nothing has changed very much life still sucks the one thing that is good is work which is bad that thats the only good thing. You proable didn't understand any of that but it feels better to say it so o well. Best news I've heard is that South of Nowhere is starting a new season Aug. 10 at 8:00 pm how great is that. Thats the best thing that has happened to me so far since I got grounded.
Funny thing I'm grounded from everything. Why I got grounded well my parents wouldn't let me see Alex I got pissed so I said I had to go to work and went to her house instead everything was going as planned it was all good and I was going to get away with it.
So got out for summer a while back. I've been working and hanging out with my friends. I think it was like last week or the week before my mom was on vaction and she told me I wasn't aloud to go to my friends house so I was like wtf, (my parents hate her) mom said you spend all your time with her and not me.
I haven't been on since like the being of May. I could write about so much and put so much detail into everything that happened but for some reason I've been less trusting lately so this is what you get. Prom was fun I had two dates, date one loved to dance, date two hated dancing so I was with date two a lot of the time but did dance a little.
Well my day was shit nothing went right. I have a problem with holding in my anger untill I can't take it any more and I've been holding it in for about 11 months now which is really bad. Everyone was doing everything to piss me off I think they all got together and figured out the best way to piss me off.
Well yea I told my bestfriend well I told her I was bi and she just laughed and said really I wouldn't have guessed because I seem to come off really gay. So she made this funny voice and said, "What do you remeber most about your senior year, then she said my bestfriend told me she was bi.
Ok I've tried to write this journal entry four times but people keep walking in so have to get rid of it. So I'm going to shorten it so I can get it all in. I've been hanging out with this guy a lot we go out all the time I'm actually going out with him later on tonight. We talk on the phone and the computer all the time and for like four hours.
I've noticed I start out with a lot of my titles of journal entrys "Well". Well can't think of anything else its funny its easy to type the journal but the title seems to be the hardest. Well haven't wrote in a week so thought I'd just drop by and write something short. Finished the report I had to do it was easier than I thought it was going to be.