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rant

so i just found out this kasey whom i am totaly crushing on is bi. But that kinda makes me uneasy because i mean shes a freshman and mabee shes just trying it out or saying it so she can look cool, or mabee she rly is idk im over thinking it like i do everything else in my life. I need to talk to her about it but i dont want to ruin the friendship were building and were on flag corp.

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band camp / cedar point trip

so this past week has been crazy i am totaly and utterly worn out.You would think that goin into my third one id be used to it and know what to expect but man i worked muscles i never knew i had no lie.And the sun was relentless i am very crispy right now.Our show is beethoven this year i know it sounds boring and lame but its not,its a very good arangment.Im also super excited cuz this year we ha

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color guard / band camp ...

So band camp started today :] im supper excited to work my ass of ..... I know im and uber nerd.....my feet already hurt and im tierd but i get to go to cedar point on sat so im happy....

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call me an asshole one more time

lol i went to the movies with my to best friends em and theo today we wnt and saw hancock.... It wasnt what i expected but it was still great i liked it alot...

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ramen

so about 10 minutes ago i was sitting at my computer on itunes while eating my RAMEN! Any who i relized that i can get the audio version of empress of the world read by serah ryan herself for free(i had to keep myself from sqeeling in joy) so im like in the middle of putting it on a cd so i can transfer it to my zune (i know very time consuming but worth it) so im supper excited!!!!

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its been a while

its been a while my friends and amigos almost a year and ive been reading my old journals and i was like wow ive grown up quite a bit. Inststead of being a freshman im getting ready to be a junior who will be helping incoming freshman (i was accepted into my schools mentoring program called Link Crew) and now my parents are mostly accepting the fact that im gay .... But most my older southern baptist family members still dont know cuz im afraid they might just try to disown or smite me.

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for all of you that dont know

Your industrial is a bar that goes through the top right part of your ear down to like the midle left part of your ear and promptle exits out the side/back part of your ear (fyi im discribing this from the left ear)

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industrial

So i just got my industrial pierced like 2 hours ago and i relized that when you chew gum it moves your ear which kinda hurts.... But i L.O.V.E it its amazing and also the first hole rly didnt hurt but the second one hurt like a bitch whats up with that but yea i got to go clean it so i dont forget later bye oasians

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......

I dont know why but i feel like my heart has gotten ripped out and put back in with a little peice missing... Idk lately i feel like my own freinds are startin to shun me or something... Like i try to talk to them and make nice and everything tell them whats goin on and they just dont listen.. It hurts ..it realy does bad... Ive even started cuttin again it feels like its the only way..

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uggggggh

okay im in this weird mood right now its like this depressed hyper feeling and idk its weird all i want to do is crawl under the covers and sllep but body is like no your not alowed to so yea idk its kinda weirding me out right now but any who i broke it off with the gf this mornig kinda sad kinda not ... im just like a whirlwind of emotions right now .....

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Woohoo

Okay this might sound lame in all but today i guess my mom knew i was feeling depressed so she was like im goin to myjers ya wana go .. Of course i was like no thanks and crawled back under the covers ..... When she gets back she calls me down stairs cuz she has something for me lo and behold its the neverending story 1 and 2 on dvd omg those are my 2 favorite storys EVER im excited YAY!!

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idk

You said it didnt matter that there would always be a you and me i can still hear your laughter its ringing in my ears like the after affects of your last show i trusted you with all my fears you protected me, sheltered me in turn i would shower you with my on

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kentucky

so i just got home from my trip to kentuckey i officialy hate sitting i want to go run around or do like some jumping jacks ...something to get me moving.....anywho i am like mego les people in kentuckey who ive never even met were like are you a les... I about died ..i didnt think i was that flaming ...gosh .also one of my like 6th cusins is uber hott ....

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parents and freinds

So yeah this is my first one of these things so here goes nothing ...

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